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A Holy Experience

Something happened to me on Monday. It’s hard to describe. I think the best way to explain it would be to say the Holy Spirit moved in me.

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During Lent this year, I’ve been working through a 40 day prayer challenge. Using Mark Batterson‘s book, Draw the Circle – The 40 Day Prayer Challenge, I have daily spent time reading a devotional and learning how to pray with intent.

Monday was day 35. At some point early Monday afternoon, I began to feel a strong urge to go pray. I’m not talking about finding a quiet place at work to pray for a few minutes. This was a full-on urge or push or whatever you want to call it, to leave work and spend significant time in prayer.

I didn’t know what to do.

How could I simply leave work? What would I say to my boss? What about my customers who were expecting to see me when they arrived later? And it wasn’t like I could simply hold out until 5pm. This “feeling” began early in the afternoon. Maybe around 1pm. On Mondays I work until 8pm.

I decided I’d at least begin with leaving for lunch. Usually I eat at my desk, but I knew this needed to be different. My intent was to grab some lunch and go sit in my truck somewhere and pray.

As I walked to my truck I realized I needed to ignore my hunger. It could wait. This needed to be a time focused on prayer.

I drove to a nearby parking lot where I wouldn’t be bothered. And I prayed. I prayed for over an hour. I prayed for the four items I’ve been circling in prayer during the 40 day challenge. I closed my eyes, opened my hands, and prayed.

I prayed for God to calm my mind.

I prayed for God to open my ears.

I prayed for God to open my heart.

I prayed for God to speak to me, and to pour His love and power into my heart so I could be more obedient to His calling in my life.

The call to pray was crystal clear. I answered the call the best I could at the time. I had to return to work. There were people relying on me.

The time I spent praying was wonderful. The experience was what I had been searching for, and at least partly the intent behind participating in the 40 Day Prayer Challenge.

There is certainly a rebirth occurring in my prayer life. I’ve learned how important it is to be intentional, committed and consistent with prayer.

Prayer can begin a rebirth in your life. It has in mine.

Through these last weeks I have grown exponentially in some areas of my prayer life, and not at all in other areas. It is a learning experience. It is a growth experience.

I’m growing closer to God. I’m learning how to listen for the still small voice of the Holy Spirit.

I’ve been planning all along to write about the experience of the 40 Day Prayer Challenge. I hadn’t been planning to do it this soon. But this was necessary. Very necessary.

In the weeks after Easter I will share more about what I learned during the 40 days. I hope you’ll come back to read more.

Have you ever felt you should drop everything and go pray? I’d love to have you share your story in the comments!

Bold Prayer

Question: Can I honestly pray, “Lord, complicate my life?”

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This question comes up anytime I begin reading and studying about prayer. Eventually it always comes to opening myself up to God’s calling, and what I view as a risk or complication to my life.

Isn’t life already full of complications?

Relationships – Spouse, children, family, friends

Employment – Satisfaction with the current job, always looking at something “greener”

Money – Not enough, never enough, regret from not handling it well

Health, car trouble, church committees, school committees, and on, and on, and on.

So, why in the world would I intentionally ask God to complicate my life? Wouldn’t I be better served by asking God to make my life easier?

And there is the problem.

Did you notice the selfish words in the sentence?

So often I don’t even realize how selfish I am with my prayers.

What would my prayer life look like if I focused on truly praying for God to be served in all that I do in my life? I’m not talking about adding the typical “If it is your will” line at the end of the prayer. Those words are almost a cop-out in my book. His “will” is ALWAYS done.

I’m more thinking along the lines of these words: “Lord, complicate my life. Grant me the boldness you desire for my life. Use me to fulfill your incredible plan. Open my eyes and heart to follow through on what may seem scary for me, but is from you and for you.”

For the past few weeks, I’ve been rolling around an idea in my head. It’s an idea that scares me. It’s an idea that would require me to pray for a miracle in my life.

Can I pray for a miracle? Am I allowed to be so bold when talking to God?

(Even typing out those words scares me.)

How about you? Can you, or do you, pray for God to complicate you life?